There are things that I wish for more than anything else in existence, given they probably don 't even exist.
One is to live forever, to never die.
I will never kill myself. This is absolute with my current state of mind, of course I can change in time however I want to hold on to this one, of many parts of my mind.
The reason behind saying this is because many people ask: "Living forever would suck, you 'll watch everything around you die and wither away until your all alone, and you will never be able to die yourself to join them.", I don 't want to die, ever.
I don 't believe there is anything after death, because I have not died there is no way to prove otherwise, I don 't believe in the existence of anything, but I don 't deny the existence anything either, a state of mind of which you only partly believe things, and never deny things.
The only thing I truly believe in are my own thoughts, as they are what I am, and who I am, your physical body withers away with time, but what about your thoughts? What are thoughts, and why do they exist, oh, my strange brain.
Now, I 'm getting a bit off track here but I 'll continue, because I don 't fully believe in anything other than my own thoughts, and I believe I will no longer be able to think after I die, I never want to die, even if I have to endless float in space, alone,…