My Life At The World Is Ending, But It Is Only Just The Beginning?

1066 Words May 6th, 2016 null Page
They say things happen for a reason and it may feel like the world is ending, but it is only just the beginning. Everything was going good for me, I was ahead in my classes, and this year was what I thought to be the easiest of them all so far. I soon found out that I was pregnant in the month of October, never have I ever been so scared in my life. My first thoughts were what would my Mother do if she found out that I was going to have a baby? My mom would kill me if she knew that I would be following in her footsteps. This year was supposed to be the year where I would be signing into the military in November. I had so much planned for myself, like going to college with my boyfriend in the bay area. I didn 't expect such a big surprise at this age or time, nor did I expect what I was going to do.

After many test, trying to make at least one out eight pregnancy tests negative, reality settled in that the positive sign that appeared on the stick would not change to negative. At this age, we want to be successful and are willing to work hard for it. I had plans and this was not apart of them. I felt that I wasn 't ready to be a parent because I wanted more for myself before I could provide for another person. I leaned toward terminating the pregnancy because eventually I broke the news to my Mom, and I have never felt so low in m life after everything she called me. Which is one of the reason to why I choose to not keep my baby. She did not support me in my decision of not…

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