“There is no excuse or buts. You have to learn to control yourself.” I perfectly understood what she said, and she kept saying it over and over again. I thought I had an excuse for the reason I was acting wild and not thinking before I was acting. She would say¨ There is no such thing as ´too late´ because this was my second year of second grade.
My parents decided that they would teach me that I have to put in work to be successful and achieve my goals; they are just not given. I was so upset at my parents, watching all my friends go to a next grade and here I was in the second grade all over again. My parents even made me stay in the same school so I would be ashamed and not take the situation so lightly. They wanted me to see how failure felt at a young age ,so when I got older I wouldn’t want to feel the same way I did in second grade.
I was so angry with everyone, myself, old teachers,my parents, and even students around me. I felt as if it was everyoneś fault besides mine because they all could have done something to help