I was raised in the midst of mental illness and alcoholism. I felt abandoned by my mother and was suddenly a member of a new family that I never felt I quite belonged in. Both my father and my step-mother not only worked, but had careers. This meant they were gone long hours (my father insisted on having a few drinks every day after work) and ultimately I was left, at a very young age (12), to look after my younger brother in a home where I was the only one present most of the time. No, I didn’t dream of my wedding day. I dreamed of getting myself the hell out of there. I have made a lot of mistakes along the way. I cannot tell you how many times, during this course, I thought to myself: “If I had only had this information back then, how different my life might have been.” In this paper, I will attempt to identify and elaborate the different areas of my life that …show more content…
Known as the “looking-glass self,” this is an aspect of the Symbolic Interaction Framework Theory for viewing marriage and the family. “Similarly, family members constantly hold up social mirrors for one another into which the respective members look for definitions of self” (Knox & Schacht, 2016). I was trying to mirror my father’s definition of who I should be, thus creating a self-fulfilling prophecy (p. 28). According to the Gender Roles Index Scale, I have more traditional gender role attitudes (Macionis, 2016). I never received the go-ahead to take on the more traditional gender role of just being a good wife and mother. After all, I had to be