School wasn’t the best place I would choose to be at back then. I didn’t like most of the factors about school. One of the reasons was because in middle school our class had a test every week that our math teacher gave us in the beginning of the class. Back then, I had a mindset closer to a fixed mindset because I didn’t even bother about trying to study or review for my test since that was what everyone else was doing anyways. As usual I would always receive a passing grade which was just enough for me. The highest in my class was a student with a B, so, I thought that it wasn’t a problem since everyone else in my class was getting just about the same grade as I was. However, one day my math teacher would say that that he would be posting our grades on a poster that would be available for everyone to see in the class before class starts. From that moment we all started panicking. One, because it was out of nowhere, and two, since in middle school maintaining a good reputation was kind of one of the most important factor/thing it had us getting nervous. I saw students teasing another just because they were not good enough at something before. If I think about it now I think it was such a bad thing and someone should of stood up to help encourage them instead of making fun of them. That aside, this somewhat motivated most of the students in our class making them start studying so that they could show the difference of what they are capable of. I was also pressured as well and without a choice I had my mind thinking that I had to do something about it too, so, I studied. Then, for the first time that I ever attempted to study for a test resulted to actually feel good. I didn’t expect that I’d be getting a good feeling so it gave me a lot of confidence that I could say out loud that I really did understand the subject. Then, on the test day we had our
School wasn’t the best place I would choose to be at back then. I didn’t like most of the factors about school. One of the reasons was because in middle school our class had a test every week that our math teacher gave us in the beginning of the class. Back then, I had a mindset closer to a fixed mindset because I didn’t even bother about trying to study or review for my test since that was what everyone else was doing anyways. As usual I would always receive a passing grade which was just enough for me. The highest in my class was a student with a B, so, I thought that it wasn’t a problem since everyone else in my class was getting just about the same grade as I was. However, one day my math teacher would say that that he would be posting our grades on a poster that would be available for everyone to see in the class before class starts. From that moment we all started panicking. One, because it was out of nowhere, and two, since in middle school maintaining a good reputation was kind of one of the most important factor/thing it had us getting nervous. I saw students teasing another just because they were not good enough at something before. If I think about it now I think it was such a bad thing and someone should of stood up to help encourage them instead of making fun of them. That aside, this somewhat motivated most of the students in our class making them start studying so that they could show the difference of what they are capable of. I was also pressured as well and without a choice I had my mind thinking that I had to do something about it too, so, I studied. Then, for the first time that I ever attempted to study for a test resulted to actually feel good. I didn’t expect that I’d be getting a good feeling so it gave me a lot of confidence that I could say out loud that I really did understand the subject. Then, on the test day we had our