It never has been an easy subject for me. I started to become frustrated with myself for not understanding. I was failing tests and my grades were dropping fast. I felt stupid because I couldn’t keep up with my teacher like all my friends could. Eventually, I gave up because I felt I would never amount to my peers. I thought, since it was not easy for me, I was never going to understand it. I was too embarrassed to see a tutor, so I had convinced myself that Algebra was a waste of time. I focused on other subjects. I did what I considered good enough. Meaning, I passed with a C. Somehow, I managed to trick my parents into believing I was good in math. I never wanted them to know I couldn’t even solve a basic subtraction problem, so I kept lying about my grades. It was extremely hard for me to keep up the act, but I was totally convinced there was nothing I could do. I wasn’t good at math when I was younger, how could I be good at it now? Overtime, I had forgotten most of my multiplication facts, and subtraction gave me a headache. I was so embarrassed that my 5th grade cousins were doing better than I was. Having a fixed mindset and keeping myself from learning has cost me. I scored 9 on the math placement test and I am currently taking LERN49. However, I do not see this as a setback. Looking back on my Jr High self, I realized it wasn’t that I could not understand algebra, I just did not want to. I wanted the …show more content…
She is always clear, and I feel comfortable asking her questions if I don’t understand something. Which has happened almost every class. I have gone to tutoring and it has been my favorite thing all semester. I am very proud of myself for getting a B- on my homework. Now, a B- isn’t the best grade, but it’s a huge improvement from what I used to get. I admit, it has not been easy at all! There is a lot of work involved, and I have had to put some fun activities aside so I can focus. However, Jim Watkins said, “A river cuts through rock, not because of its power, but because of its persistence.” I am very persistent to do better than before, because I know I can. As long as I am focused and willing to try, I believe I will accomplish my goal and prove to myself that I really can learn