Furthermore, I had difficulty in being present with my consciousness, because when I am present I can be present in the now to be fully conscious of my feelings, thinking and emotion. Cultivating, in real time, the ability to know my thoughts, emotions and feelings in my mind and body opens the door to observing these thoughts and feelings and the resulting actions. Also I experienced difficulty in relaxing my reflections and difficulty bringing my awareness to my thinking, feelings and emotions of the …show more content…
But what helped me to finally developed this core value was I became quicken to new aspects of who I really am, Embraced myself and life more fully, I propelled my awareness limits. Developed new awareness ability, boost my fortitude, resolutions and worked on weaknesses. Even more, what also helped me was at the culmination of daytime, prior to sleep, I would spend five to ten minutes reflecting. What that really means is I will sit there in a concealed place meditating on my day, enacting the occurrences in my head and identifying the errors I made during the day. I question myself arrays of query to enable me assimilate my day: Did I do what was asked of me? Why was I anxious when talking to the visitor? What did I assimilate today that will be of use to me? Was I considerate to myself and others? When my mother was telling me of her day, why did I tune out? I did this in aiming that the next day I can advance my day with more coherence and a positive attitude and to acknowledge my shortcoming for that day so that I can improve on it. With all these practices I was able to develop my core value