It felt like I had found my twin that felt and knew everything about me. I had never opened myself up like that before and it felt like I could fly because it was so freeing. Later that month, Rachael took me to Starbucks to meet her best friends and the first thing words they uttered were “Well hello! It’s a pleasure to meet you!”, and hearing all of these strangers say this made my anxiety kick in so I quietly mumbled “hi it’s nice to meet you too”. However, once I began to converse and play card games, which was their favorite thing to do, with them I felt free like the time I spoke to Rachael during the whole trip-instead of with just one person it was with all of them now. This was strange, confusing, and almost like diving into the unknown void of the universe for me but I liked it and because I liked it I dove straight into it. We spent almost every day with each other over the summer. Once school started, which was my sophomore year, we still hung out twenty-four-seven. Everything seemed perfect and I had so much confidence around them for example I stopped wearing the hoodie that I wore because I thought it hid my largeness, I began to push my shoulders back so I looked like I had more confidence instead of me pushing them forward, and I began to dress nicer to impress myself and not others. I felt like even when it rained I could smile and …show more content…
They wanted me to be happy and have fun with my life even if they are not in it at that time. That night I pledged to myself with every bone in my body that I would leave this funk and start to reinvent myself to become the person I was with all of my friends once again. This pledge of mine took a while, and once school started up again, I felt new, refreshed, and vibrant, which I had not felt before in months. I started to make more friends and began to expand my social standing and weeks later I would soon talk to people that I had never considered talking to in my