My First Day Of My Junior Year Essay

1108 Words Oct 22nd, 2015 5 Pages
I think it’s weird how water looks almost black under frozen lakes. When it’s warm the water seems so friendly and inviting, but during the winter it’s almost ominous.
“I just don’t feel the same way about you anymore, Aleksei” that’s definitely the worst thing anyone has ever said to me. It feels like it didn’t happen, but at the same time it feels like it’s the only thing that’s happened all week. Everything else is just jaded by those words. This was my first day of my junior year in college, I’ve been living with my boyfriend, Noah, for almost two years. It would have been two years tomorrow, I think. I came back to our apartment today for my lunch hour and found him sitting at the counter in silence, it felt colder in our apartment. The air made me feel uneasy, I remember that. I don’t remember much of anything from our conversation, it was a hello, I asked him if something was bothering him, and then he told me I had to go. It just came out of nowhere, it feels surreal to think about it now.
“What do you mean?”
“I just don’t feel the same way about you anymore, Aleksei.”
“Are you telling me to move out?”
“This isn’t easy for me to tell you, I really care about you but I just don’t love you.”
“Where am I supposed to go?”
“I don’t know, just not here.”
Everything else is a blur, he told me to get my things ready by the end of the week and I tried to calmly walk out of his apartment. God, I probably looked like an idiot trying to keep a calm facade, my eyes were filling…

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