Essay on I Don 't Know About You Guys
Being the older of two siblings it felt like I got blamed for everything that went wrong. So naturally, it was not long before I started thinking that I was the reason for my parents not getting along. After believing that, I started to think that my family would be better off without me; that the whole world would be better off without me.
Years later, when I was 13 my prayers were answered, but it was not the way that I wanted it. My parents got divorced! I had prayed and prayed that God would help my family, but in my eyes He just tore it apart. It was then that I believed that God did not care about me at all. And after that, I wanted nothing to do with God.
Because of the divorce I chose to live with my dad while my two younger sisters lived with my mom. Living with my dad was not easy. It seemed like nothing I did was ever good enough, and He would yell…