Strongest, weakest, elated, depressed, calm and confident, nerve racking and nauseating, ashamed, proud, the quiet voice never heard the one who stands up for all. These are the strong winds that chaotically pushed and pulled to and from the wall of life. My life was a smooth calm tropical island, all was good. My parents got along, we had money for all the things we needed and the things we wanted. My brothers and i were good, school was easy and my personal and social life were just fine. My relationship with God had never really been challenged but was still pretty solid. Life was moderately easy and secure, then it happened. It was the summer of freshman year and i was in no way prepare for the storm ahead. I can remember it now, i was on my way to band camp and i had just received news that we were gonna have to leave the condo we had been living in for …show more content…
See moving wouldn't be an issue if we knew where we were gonna go, we had just enough money and a little bit extra to spare but we DID NOT have the money we needed to move on the spot. As the clouds of worry surrounded my brain the rains of what why how and where are we gonna go began to muddy my unshaken sands. If only i had known that this rain was leading into the floods and rapid winds to come, maybe i would have better prepared myself for the three years of hurt confusion and perseverance that were to come. The beginning of the Storm occurred during a two year complicated living situation, in which the rain of “Why God”, “Why me”, “Why us, and violent winds of depression, embarrassment and pain came together to beat me into the wall of life.The only shelter was in my trust and love for the Lord. I had survived the storm of life but then came the storm of high school. I entered confident in who i am and what i can do and am leaving an entirely different person. “Crack, Boom, Lash”, the storm rages on and the winds no