What Does Moving Mean To You Essay

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I think a lot. I think about the way my legs move as i'm walking. I think about how i'm able to pretend i'm friends with every customer i talk to at work. I think about why I want the things in life i want.
I think about what the point of anything is, if in the end we all die. I think about what would happen if I got hit by a car and died tomorrow. I think about what would the difference in the world would be without me.
I think about the people around me, their goals, their troubles, their opinions, their family, their childhood. I think about my future. I think about other people's future. I think about my kids.
I think about my life with my family in 5 years. I think about my life with my family in 50 years. I think about how the people
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Unfeeling and distant from everyone who was close to me. I was never disappointed because I didn't expect anyone to ever come though. My dad had left me before I could talk.
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