An Embarrassing Experience in My Childhood
What if you have a girlfriend when you are in middle school? What if the fate of your education depends on you? On a school day, you meet your dream girl. What you discover means nothing will even be the same for you again. In fact, it won’t be the same for anyone, and I am no exception. Most of us, who have survived through the middle school years, have had an embarrassing moment when we wished the earth would open up and swallow us, and I am no exception. I just had an embarrassing moment in my life because I accomplished ridiculous things to a teenage girl left me with a feeling of failure, but I got over it with a dance which helped heal the deflated emotion.
In August 29, 2015, when I was 13 …show more content…
While I was staring at her face, she suddenly turned her face toward me. Avoiding that look, I tried to turn my head, but it could not move. I expected an empathetic whisper coming out from her mouth. “What are you looking at? Go away,” she said angrily while she was glaring. I looked down at my desk. “Nothing, I want to make your acquaintance,” I hesitantly answered, and tried to remain in control, reminding myself that I had nothing to fear. I mortified myself when she caught me gazing attentively at her face. When I heard her disagreeable voice came out, a crippled animal running on broken legs. “What I am doing? Why am I looking at her?” Then, these concerns erupted in my heart; I gave a frustrated sigh. Everyone in class made fun at me, so I tried to laugh awkwardly at myself too. I became convinced that she did not like …show more content…
While I was walking home, I proposed to go to the Back to New School Year Dance party alone in the afternoon. At first, I wasn’t getting used to this circumstance; but after a while I began to like to participate in the party. It was magical through the dance I scrambled to keep the depression from me. I danced and swayed to the music as fake snow fell from above, catching the glitter of a giant silver disco ball as it spread the flickering mood, lighting the gym. It was beautiful, and I was thoroughly enjoying the dance. Eventually, I scrambled out of the sinking pit of failure, as I blew her out of my mind and danced up a storm.
Still, I guess the ridiculous things I did as a thirteen-years-old schoolboy to get over the embarrassment of that girl. I encountered a sweet girl at school, but I discovered that she did not look at me twice. Then, I went to the dance that led me back to focus on my learning how to survive in middle school; I would never make the same mistake again. Also, I learned that you should forgive yourself for doing something ridiculous by just looking at it as if you are
What if you have a girlfriend when you are in middle school? What if the fate of your education depends on you? On a school day, you meet your dream girl. What you discover means nothing will even be the same for you again. In fact, it won’t be the same for anyone, and I am no exception. Most of us, who have survived through the middle school years, have had an embarrassing moment when we wished the earth would open up and swallow us, and I am no exception. I just had an embarrassing moment in my life because I accomplished ridiculous things to a teenage girl left me with a feeling of failure, but I got over it with a dance which helped heal the deflated emotion.
In August 29, 2015, when I was 13 …show more content…
While I was staring at her face, she suddenly turned her face toward me. Avoiding that look, I tried to turn my head, but it could not move. I expected an empathetic whisper coming out from her mouth. “What are you looking at? Go away,” she said angrily while she was glaring. I looked down at my desk. “Nothing, I want to make your acquaintance,” I hesitantly answered, and tried to remain in control, reminding myself that I had nothing to fear. I mortified myself when she caught me gazing attentively at her face. When I heard her disagreeable voice came out, a crippled animal running on broken legs. “What I am doing? Why am I looking at her?” Then, these concerns erupted in my heart; I gave a frustrated sigh. Everyone in class made fun at me, so I tried to laugh awkwardly at myself too. I became convinced that she did not like …show more content…
While I was walking home, I proposed to go to the Back to New School Year Dance party alone in the afternoon. At first, I wasn’t getting used to this circumstance; but after a while I began to like to participate in the party. It was magical through the dance I scrambled to keep the depression from me. I danced and swayed to the music as fake snow fell from above, catching the glitter of a giant silver disco ball as it spread the flickering mood, lighting the gym. It was beautiful, and I was thoroughly enjoying the dance. Eventually, I scrambled out of the sinking pit of failure, as I blew her out of my mind and danced up a storm.
Still, I guess the ridiculous things I did as a thirteen-years-old schoolboy to get over the embarrassment of that girl. I encountered a sweet girl at school, but I discovered that she did not look at me twice. Then, I went to the dance that led me back to focus on my learning how to survive in middle school; I would never make the same mistake again. Also, I learned that you should forgive yourself for doing something ridiculous by just looking at it as if you are