The strongest and most prominent story in this portfolio that demonstrates my writing so far is my “tale” exercise. It’s the piece I have worked on the most and had the most work done on it by other piers. It’s also the base of my other stories such as the “Render a tree capture a forest” exercise. Yet when I look at it I go crazy. Even though I am at a point in which I could end the story to me I just got to the part that starts explaining the world that I wanted to share. The lead up is great, but it’s not a finished piece. And I honestly don’t know if I will ever be able to finish it. I feel that this is in part because I get nervous sharing my thoughts and perspectives on different elements. I want to be able to share them, but I feel uncomfortable sharing because of my fear of being judged on my work. Not just grammatically or structurally, but meaning-ness and their debatable ideas. When it comes to trying to resolve them I just keep the rest of the story in the back of my mind. Yet I instead pull my hair out because I can’t finish work like …show more content…
This is clearly shown if my first exercise “I don’t know why I remember”. That story in particular is a recreation of a League of Legends game that I played, but over exaggerated. Not only was it a lot of fun to write but my writing flew from one page to the next so quickly. That’s one of my biggest strengths and yet biggest weaknesses. Like a double edge sword: If I have a topic that I can easily refer to and have fun writing then it can be done in a timely manner and with a great flow, but give me a topic or start that I have to follow and do, then I slow down to a slug level and hit my head on the wall for every sentence I have to