I could feel myself starting to relax a little. Then a second distinctly different cry and all of the panic went away. My babies were crying, alive and well! The anticipation of waiting to see them was unbearable! Finally, they came over with both of the girls and laid one on each side of me. My little Autumn Rose (baby “B”), and Jaime Lynn (baby “A”), were finally here and they were perfect. All I could do was cry. I was so happy and incredibly in love at first sight. I still remember everything about that moment when they gave them to me for the first time. The way they smelled, how warm they were, their soft skin, the sweet little noises they made. I didn’t want to ever let them go. All of the fear that I had felt earlier had disappeared like it never even existed and was replaced with pure happiness and wonder. When everything was all set in the operating room they took us back to our room. There, they had more grandparents, their dad, and an uncle anxiously waiting to see them. The visitors just kept coming too, friends and more extended family and everyone wanting their chance to hold both of them. Thank goodness the room was big and the staff was kind enough to not say anything about the amount of people in the
I could feel myself starting to relax a little. Then a second distinctly different cry and all of the panic went away. My babies were crying, alive and well! The anticipation of waiting to see them was unbearable! Finally, they came over with both of the girls and laid one on each side of me. My little Autumn Rose (baby “B”), and Jaime Lynn (baby “A”), were finally here and they were perfect. All I could do was cry. I was so happy and incredibly in love at first sight. I still remember everything about that moment when they gave them to me for the first time. The way they smelled, how warm they were, their soft skin, the sweet little noises they made. I didn’t want to ever let them go. All of the fear that I had felt earlier had disappeared like it never even existed and was replaced with pure happiness and wonder. When everything was all set in the operating room they took us back to our room. There, they had more grandparents, their dad, and an uncle anxiously waiting to see them. The visitors just kept coming too, friends and more extended family and everyone wanting their chance to hold both of them. Thank goodness the room was big and the staff was kind enough to not say anything about the amount of people in the