As the first year continued, we had our first argument a friend of his claimed I was cheating and said she had proof, but was never able to validate her accusation, of course none of them were true. …show more content…
Time passed and I was still healing but I still wanted to be with him I wanted to be with him more than anything that I would break my back for him. I gave him a job that was offered to me to him instead of myself. We talked and did couple things together all of time but I did not have the title of being his girlfriend and that bothered me. So when I finally got a job at McDonalds I got him one too, I asked him so when are you going to ask me to be your girlfriend ad he said soon. So he finally did and we were okay but I had a great amount of trust issues that would not go away. The couple thing was still there but now he would not show me off as he previously did, I constantly felt I was being kept a secret. Whenever I tried to be cute or anything on social media he would delete whatever I had said. Social media than became an issue because I felt ugly or not loved. I know I should’ve never took him back I should have not wanted this again I should’ve realized that if it happened once it will again but this time it would be