THEN
When I was a teenager I loved the idea of a living out a romantic comedy. Never Been Kissed was and still is my favorite movie, I just always imagined myself bumping into someone, spilling coffee on them and then spending the rest of our lives together.
I would try and menlipuate situations. I remember this one time I was attending a friends show. They were performing in a community theater production of Seussical the musical. It was a cute show, but what really stood out to me was the young boy who played The Cat in the hat. I fell in love while sitting in that audience. I dreamt up the life we would spend together. I then started following him on Myspace and going to all the local shows he was perfuming in, hoping that he would …show more content…
He has no idea that I stalked him into being my friend. Also fun fact, He’s gay now! This basically sums up my the dating experience. Me, stalking gay men.
NOW
I can’t say much has changed. As I sit in a coffee shop a few blocks away from my crushes house hoping I see him walks passed. Yup, I’m still a creep.
I’m still looking for that Never Been Kissed moment. The moment where you meet someone and your live changes. This did happen a few years ago, this may not my now, but I feel it was a big impact on my life. I met a guy on Okcupid, our first date was on Valentines day, super clique. He was the first guy that was aggressive. Usually men are very shy around me and he was so confident, something about made me feel sexy. I quickly in my mind fell in love with the idea of this man. I should also tell you that he confessed to me he was heteroflexible and sometimes likes to sleep with men. Millennials.
After a month of dating things started to move quickly, we confessed that he wasn’t looking for anything serious since he just got out of something. We decided to end things but still be friends. I was devastated, he was the first guy made me feel like I was worth something. I knew he did stand up so I had an
When I was a teenager I loved the idea of a living out a romantic comedy. Never Been Kissed was and still is my favorite movie, I just always imagined myself bumping into someone, spilling coffee on them and then spending the rest of our lives together.
I would try and menlipuate situations. I remember this one time I was attending a friends show. They were performing in a community theater production of Seussical the musical. It was a cute show, but what really stood out to me was the young boy who played The Cat in the hat. I fell in love while sitting in that audience. I dreamt up the life we would spend together. I then started following him on Myspace and going to all the local shows he was perfuming in, hoping that he would …show more content…
He has no idea that I stalked him into being my friend. Also fun fact, He’s gay now! This basically sums up my the dating experience. Me, stalking gay men.
NOW
I can’t say much has changed. As I sit in a coffee shop a few blocks away from my crushes house hoping I see him walks passed. Yup, I’m still a creep.
I’m still looking for that Never Been Kissed moment. The moment where you meet someone and your live changes. This did happen a few years ago, this may not my now, but I feel it was a big impact on my life. I met a guy on Okcupid, our first date was on Valentines day, super clique. He was the first guy that was aggressive. Usually men are very shy around me and he was so confident, something about made me feel sexy. I quickly in my mind fell in love with the idea of this man. I should also tell you that he confessed to me he was heteroflexible and sometimes likes to sleep with men. Millennials.
After a month of dating things started to move quickly, we confessed that he wasn’t looking for anything serious since he just got out of something. We decided to end things but still be friends. I was devastated, he was the first guy made me feel like I was worth something. I knew he did stand up so I had an