The only person that deserves a special place in your life is someone that has never made you feel like you were an option in theirs. I learned that during high school which was filled with depression and pitiful excuses for someone’s actions. During my sophomore year in high school, I met this guy at first hand, he was kind, ambitious and sympathetic I found myself “in love” so they say. During our first year of dating he would bring me flowers and shower me with affection we would always celebrate our monthly anniversary, like any other cheesy couple. We were happy and his family took me in with open arms.
As the first year continued, we had our first argument a friend of his claimed I was cheating and said she had proof, but was never able to validate her accusation, of course none of them were true. …show more content…
Time passed and I was still healing but I still wanted to be with him I wanted to be with him more than anything that I would break my back for him. I gave him a job that was offered to me to him instead of myself. We talked and did couple things together all of time but I did not have the title of being his girlfriend and that bothered me. So when I finally got a job at McDonalds I got him one too, I asked him so when are you going to ask me to be your girlfriend ad he said soon. So he finally did and we were okay but I had a great amount of trust issues that would not go away. The couple thing was still there but now he would not show me off as he previously did, I constantly felt I was being kept a secret. Whenever I tried to be cute or anything on social media he would delete whatever I had said. Social media than became an issue because I felt ugly or not loved. I know I should’ve never took him back I should have not wanted this again I should’ve realized that if it happened once it will again but this time it would be
As the first year continued, we had our first argument a friend of his claimed I was cheating and said she had proof, but was never able to validate her accusation, of course none of them were true. …show more content…
Time passed and I was still healing but I still wanted to be with him I wanted to be with him more than anything that I would break my back for him. I gave him a job that was offered to me to him instead of myself. We talked and did couple things together all of time but I did not have the title of being his girlfriend and that bothered me. So when I finally got a job at McDonalds I got him one too, I asked him so when are you going to ask me to be your girlfriend ad he said soon. So he finally did and we were okay but I had a great amount of trust issues that would not go away. The couple thing was still there but now he would not show me off as he previously did, I constantly felt I was being kept a secret. Whenever I tried to be cute or anything on social media he would delete whatever I had said. Social media than became an issue because I felt ugly or not loved. I know I should’ve never took him back I should have not wanted this again I should’ve realized that if it happened once it will again but this time it would be