We sit in different spots and not a word is spoken. It’s just as different as basketball. When he was alive, he made it fun. Yeah, he’d rip my butt, but that was for the better of me. He geared me to want to achieve my goals, now he’s dead and it feels like all the motivation to achieve those goals has gone down. My goals when he was alive was to go Division 1 and be able to play on the big stage, now I don’t even know if I want to play basketball at the next level. I just want to follow my dreams and make money when I’m older and be the happiest I can be. It’s hard to put basketball down because he loved it so much but I think I just get tired of it easily. It was my life in elementary and middle school and my first couple years of high school, up until he passed away. I just want to do it for fun with my buddies or for recreational
We sit in different spots and not a word is spoken. It’s just as different as basketball. When he was alive, he made it fun. Yeah, he’d rip my butt, but that was for the better of me. He geared me to want to achieve my goals, now he’s dead and it feels like all the motivation to achieve those goals has gone down. My goals when he was alive was to go Division 1 and be able to play on the big stage, now I don’t even know if I want to play basketball at the next level. I just want to follow my dreams and make money when I’m older and be the happiest I can be. It’s hard to put basketball down because he loved it so much but I think I just get tired of it easily. It was my life in elementary and middle school and my first couple years of high school, up until he passed away. I just want to do it for fun with my buddies or for recreational