It is not until much later in the novel when Melinda realizes that there is more to her than what is on the surface. This is first seen when Melinda goes to the hospital on the day she skips school. She realizes, “There is nothing wrong with me. These are really sick people. Sick that you can actually see” (113). Melinda is now realizing that while you cannot truly see what is wrong with her physically, her mental state warrants concern. Her second and most important realization comes when she is sitting on her roof observing her yard. Melinda makes a very astute insight that could be applied to her as well. She thinks, “Slush is frozen over. Underground, pale seeds roll over in their sleep. Starting to get restless. Starting to dream green” (133). This is Melinda’s biggest breakthrough in terms of realizing that she is more than what she appears. I positioned both quotes on green leaves at the top of the tree on my project, symbolizing that these were the times that Melinda began to grow. She observes that beneath the frozen exterior, there are baby plants just waiting to burst through the ice. This is much like her own inner thoughts and feelings. Even though she does not appear this way, Melinda is actually teeming with life beneath her barren
It is not until much later in the novel when Melinda realizes that there is more to her than what is on the surface. This is first seen when Melinda goes to the hospital on the day she skips school. She realizes, “There is nothing wrong with me. These are really sick people. Sick that you can actually see” (113). Melinda is now realizing that while you cannot truly see what is wrong with her physically, her mental state warrants concern. Her second and most important realization comes when she is sitting on her roof observing her yard. Melinda makes a very astute insight that could be applied to her as well. She thinks, “Slush is frozen over. Underground, pale seeds roll over in their sleep. Starting to get restless. Starting to dream green” (133). This is Melinda’s biggest breakthrough in terms of realizing that she is more than what she appears. I positioned both quotes on green leaves at the top of the tree on my project, symbolizing that these were the times that Melinda began to grow. She observes that beneath the frozen exterior, there are baby plants just waiting to burst through the ice. This is much like her own inner thoughts and feelings. Even though she does not appear this way, Melinda is actually teeming with life beneath her barren