"I hate you," she mouths silently.” (Halse Anderson 7). When Melinda decided to call the cops, because she was raped by IT, and broke up the party, she instantly became one of the most hated people in her school. This took a huge toll on her because, again, she had no support. No one to lean on, or tell everything. No one wanted to have anything to do with her. Even her best friends despised her. Now, when Rachel throws these words at her, she breaks. She was hoping she could tell her, Rachel was the person she wanted to tell the most. This was the person she grew up with. One of the only people to accept her for who she is. Then she was gone, just like that. Instead of telling her what happened right off the bat, everything just got worse. However, at the end of the book when she finally does speak to Rachel, and admit everything, things begin to look …show more content…
Shut your trap, button your lip, can it. All that crap you hear on TV about communication and expressing feelings is a lie. Nobody really wants to hear what you have to say.” (Halse Anderson 9). Melinda actually believed this. Though eventually she disproves this to herself, most of the book she believed this. Melinda made it a point not to talk to anyone, avoiding every opportunity to talk. When her ‘fake friend’ Heather asks her for her to do a countless number of things that benefit only Heather, she shuts her trap and goes along with all of it. Until towards the end, when Melinda once and for all throws Heather to the curb, this treatment hurts Melinda even more. Subconsciously Melinda knows Heather is using her, she goes along with it in fear of appearing friendless.This only makes her feel worse. If she had dumped her sooner, she would have been better