I’m not in love because I believe it takes a lot of time to truly fall in love but I have such a nice and refreshing connection with Emily and it breaks my heart that I cannot spend time with her. I really dont want to be sad all summer and at this age I really crave this affection and feel like its healthy for me to explore and try things so I know what I want/like in the future. I desperately want to see her and it really really hurts that I can’t. It’s dumb but it feels like Romeo and Juliet. I dont see why her age matters when I have such a strong connection with her. You guys are 30 years apart and you are absolutely perfect for each other. I’m just really really sad and I dont want to be but I also want you to trust and respect that I’m starting to make life choices without you and its not because I’m trying to hide them but because I dont feel I need to ask your advise about them. I knew inviting her in our house would be crossing a line and is creepy but I really dont see the harm in her stoping by and saying hello to me. I kinda wish you had seen us because I was so happy and could not stop smiling at
I’m not in love because I believe it takes a lot of time to truly fall in love but I have such a nice and refreshing connection with Emily and it breaks my heart that I cannot spend time with her. I really dont want to be sad all summer and at this age I really crave this affection and feel like its healthy for me to explore and try things so I know what I want/like in the future. I desperately want to see her and it really really hurts that I can’t. It’s dumb but it feels like Romeo and Juliet. I dont see why her age matters when I have such a strong connection with her. You guys are 30 years apart and you are absolutely perfect for each other. I’m just really really sad and I dont want to be but I also want you to trust and respect that I’m starting to make life choices without you and its not because I’m trying to hide them but because I dont feel I need to ask your advise about them. I knew inviting her in our house would be crossing a line and is creepy but I really dont see the harm in her stoping by and saying hello to me. I kinda wish you had seen us because I was so happy and could not stop smiling at