JJ 's POV-
I can 't take this anymore. The other sidemen don 't care about me. I doubt they even love me anymore, but it 's not hard to see why. Ethan was the lovable one. Josh was the person everybody went to for support. Simon constantly showered everybody with love. Tobi was a fucking angel. Harry was the affectionate one. Vik was just plain adorable. Me? I was the asshole. I made an offensive joke about Ethan. I insulted Josh. I picked on Simon, even though I knew he had a bad day. I refused to let Tobi cuddle with me because I had to edit. I insulted Harry 's childishness. I yelled at Vik so loud that he cried. I deserve all the neglect I 've been getting. The only attention I 've been getting recently was the occasional kiss on the cheek …show more content…
I had moved into a one-bedroom apartment by myself. I still recorded YouTube videos and stuff, but I had cut off all contact with the rest of the Sidemen. I had blocked them on social media as well as blocked their numbers on my phone. The fans had noticed and bombarded me with questions, but I never answered, not wanting to even think about the others. My phone buzzed, snapping me out of my thoughts. I didn 't know the number, but I answered anyway, bringing my phone to my ear.
"JJ?! Oh, thank God. You need to come home!" Tobi begged from the other side of the phone. "Josh and Simon are always fighting and Vik and Harry won 't stop crying. We need you JJ-" I cut off Tobi by shouting. “You didn’t need me three months ago when I was crying alone in my room because you six neglected me!” I yelled, ending the call. Angered by the memory of what I left behind, I threw my phone across my room. Sighing, I walked to my recording equipment and booted up my PC. I sat down in my chair and began to record in order to distract myself from the recent phone call.
-/1 Week …show more content…
“Don’t leave!” Vik wailed, burying his face in my chest, tears falling from his eyes. “We need you, JJ! We’re so sorry for neglecting you.” Harry admitted, hugging me tighter. “Please don’t leave us, JJ. We love you.” Vik begged, looking up at me with teary eyes. A pang of longing hit me as the two boys hugged me. I truly missed the love and affection they gave. Tears began to form in my eyes and I fell to the ground, Harry and Vik still clinging to my body. I wrapped my arms around them, letting my tears flow freely. “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have left.” I cried as the other four sidemen joined our hug. “No, we’re sorry, JJ. We should have appreciated you more.” Ethan explained, his voice cracking. I closed my eyes as warmth filled me. Part of it was from the bodies squeezing me, but most of the warmth came from the surge of affection from Ethan’s words. “Does this mean you’re coming home?” Harry asked, his voice hopeful. I thought for a moment and nodded. “I will stay for a month, and then make my final decision. Before anybody could have time to respond, Vik slammed his lips into mine, pouring as much passion and love into the kiss as he could. I kissed back, in shock at the sheer amount of emotion Vik was conveying with his lips. We finally pulled away for air, and before I could recover, Harry pressed mouth to mine, kissing me with as much passion as Vik had.
I can 't take this anymore. The other sidemen don 't care about me. I doubt they even love me anymore, but it 's not hard to see why. Ethan was the lovable one. Josh was the person everybody went to for support. Simon constantly showered everybody with love. Tobi was a fucking angel. Harry was the affectionate one. Vik was just plain adorable. Me? I was the asshole. I made an offensive joke about Ethan. I insulted Josh. I picked on Simon, even though I knew he had a bad day. I refused to let Tobi cuddle with me because I had to edit. I insulted Harry 's childishness. I yelled at Vik so loud that he cried. I deserve all the neglect I 've been getting. The only attention I 've been getting recently was the occasional kiss on the cheek …show more content…
I had moved into a one-bedroom apartment by myself. I still recorded YouTube videos and stuff, but I had cut off all contact with the rest of the Sidemen. I had blocked them on social media as well as blocked their numbers on my phone. The fans had noticed and bombarded me with questions, but I never answered, not wanting to even think about the others. My phone buzzed, snapping me out of my thoughts. I didn 't know the number, but I answered anyway, bringing my phone to my ear.
"JJ?! Oh, thank God. You need to come home!" Tobi begged from the other side of the phone. "Josh and Simon are always fighting and Vik and Harry won 't stop crying. We need you JJ-" I cut off Tobi by shouting. “You didn’t need me three months ago when I was crying alone in my room because you six neglected me!” I yelled, ending the call. Angered by the memory of what I left behind, I threw my phone across my room. Sighing, I walked to my recording equipment and booted up my PC. I sat down in my chair and began to record in order to distract myself from the recent phone call.
-/1 Week …show more content…
“Don’t leave!” Vik wailed, burying his face in my chest, tears falling from his eyes. “We need you, JJ! We’re so sorry for neglecting you.” Harry admitted, hugging me tighter. “Please don’t leave us, JJ. We love you.” Vik begged, looking up at me with teary eyes. A pang of longing hit me as the two boys hugged me. I truly missed the love and affection they gave. Tears began to form in my eyes and I fell to the ground, Harry and Vik still clinging to my body. I wrapped my arms around them, letting my tears flow freely. “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have left.” I cried as the other four sidemen joined our hug. “No, we’re sorry, JJ. We should have appreciated you more.” Ethan explained, his voice cracking. I closed my eyes as warmth filled me. Part of it was from the bodies squeezing me, but most of the warmth came from the surge of affection from Ethan’s words. “Does this mean you’re coming home?” Harry asked, his voice hopeful. I thought for a moment and nodded. “I will stay for a month, and then make my final decision. Before anybody could have time to respond, Vik slammed his lips into mine, pouring as much passion and love into the kiss as he could. I kissed back, in shock at the sheer amount of emotion Vik was conveying with his lips. We finally pulled away for air, and before I could recover, Harry pressed mouth to mine, kissing me with as much passion as Vik had.