I did not know where to go. I had neither friends nor family in Bronx. There were so many question going through my head. Was it right to kill that Royal? Would Jimmy have been proud or angry at me? The next morning I woke up and found myself sleeping in a grungy dumpster. I saw people selling newspapers with the title BREAKING NEWS: 16 YEAR OLD STABBED TO DEATH. My brother had gave me some money, so I bought one newspaper and started reading it. I felt horrible after reading the article. I decided to go to a bar and get loaded,so I could forget about the Royal. I woke up the next morning again in a dumpster. I decided to go find a job because I was not going to sleep in that skanky dumpster one more time. I started walking around diner after diner, shop after shop. Finally a small food market accepted me as a cashier. I did not get that much money, but it was a start. After weeks of working, I finally rented a little cramped apartment. Every night I had nightmares that the police were going to barge in and take me to
I did not know where to go. I had neither friends nor family in Bronx. There were so many question going through my head. Was it right to kill that Royal? Would Jimmy have been proud or angry at me? The next morning I woke up and found myself sleeping in a grungy dumpster. I saw people selling newspapers with the title BREAKING NEWS: 16 YEAR OLD STABBED TO DEATH. My brother had gave me some money, so I bought one newspaper and started reading it. I felt horrible after reading the article. I decided to go to a bar and get loaded,so I could forget about the Royal. I woke up the next morning again in a dumpster. I decided to go find a job because I was not going to sleep in that skanky dumpster one more time. I started walking around diner after diner, shop after shop. Finally a small food market accepted me as a cashier. I did not get that much money, but it was a start. After weeks of working, I finally rented a little cramped apartment. Every night I had nightmares that the police were going to barge in and take me to