His words were incredibly intoxicating, constantly raving on my beauty and wisdom. Aaron had a romanticizied fervent almost obsessive way of loving. Before I met Aaron, i had no self-esteem and harboured a strong belief that I was born unworthy of love. This impression of inferiority roots from my being born with a facial deformity. Because I was entirely void of self-worth, Aaron himself his words themselves built my complete sense of self worth with his words. But, this treatment did not bring me any closer to acceptancing myself in any shape or form. It only created a heavy dependance on him for constance reassurance and accolades. This reliance eventually became incredibly unhealthy. I remember at times I would see him in a completely dehumanized perspective and look at him as a simple vending machine for compliments. At any evident exhibition of self-doubt, Aaron would drop everything to convince me otherwise. ”Let me be your mirror”, he’d say to me as he informed me of who I
His words were incredibly intoxicating, constantly raving on my beauty and wisdom. Aaron had a romanticizied fervent almost obsessive way of loving. Before I met Aaron, i had no self-esteem and harboured a strong belief that I was born unworthy of love. This impression of inferiority roots from my being born with a facial deformity. Because I was entirely void of self-worth, Aaron himself his words themselves built my complete sense of self worth with his words. But, this treatment did not bring me any closer to acceptancing myself in any shape or form. It only created a heavy dependance on him for constance reassurance and accolades. This reliance eventually became incredibly unhealthy. I remember at times I would see him in a completely dehumanized perspective and look at him as a simple vending machine for compliments. At any evident exhibition of self-doubt, Aaron would drop everything to convince me otherwise. ”Let me be your mirror”, he’d say to me as he informed me of who I