For instance, in Fist Stick Knife Gun, Geoff experienced and got involved in violence during most of his childhood and adolescence. As an adult, he felt like he needed protection of a gun and needed habits to avoid gangs that were now in Union Avenue which really “... were unnecessarily conciliatory” (Canada 115). As a child and a teenager he was really involved in violent situation and even learned how to fight for his own protection in Union Avenue. Now as an adult he visits Union Avenue and knows the consequences and experiences Geoff had from fighting so he avoids the group of teenagers that were now in Union Avenue. In "Male Bodies and the White Terror", the boys experience the similar situation in which they experience pain and felt, “A deep chasm divided me from the habits...of my parental home...I felt neither the desire nor the compulsion…” (Theweleit 151). This is a sign of withdrawal from their families that the boys experience after they had all their baby teeth pulled out and before they returned home. They no longer feel like normal boys and felt only the need to go back to the corps again. Another experience would be when Geoff looks back before he met Mike and realizes how he withdrew from others by just sitting down, “... on the curb, head down, trying to become invisible…”(Canada 55) implying that violence at Union Square traumatized Geoff enough to not want to be
For instance, in Fist Stick Knife Gun, Geoff experienced and got involved in violence during most of his childhood and adolescence. As an adult, he felt like he needed protection of a gun and needed habits to avoid gangs that were now in Union Avenue which really “... were unnecessarily conciliatory” (Canada 115). As a child and a teenager he was really involved in violent situation and even learned how to fight for his own protection in Union Avenue. Now as an adult he visits Union Avenue and knows the consequences and experiences Geoff had from fighting so he avoids the group of teenagers that were now in Union Avenue. In "Male Bodies and the White Terror", the boys experience the similar situation in which they experience pain and felt, “A deep chasm divided me from the habits...of my parental home...I felt neither the desire nor the compulsion…” (Theweleit 151). This is a sign of withdrawal from their families that the boys experience after they had all their baby teeth pulled out and before they returned home. They no longer feel like normal boys and felt only the need to go back to the corps again. Another experience would be when Geoff looks back before he met Mike and realizes how he withdrew from others by just sitting down, “... on the curb, head down, trying to become invisible…”(Canada 55) implying that violence at Union Square traumatized Geoff enough to not want to be