She was really surprised that there was so much going on in my head. I remember feeling relieved because I don’t have to carry all of this by myself anymore. The next day my brother apologized to me. It turned out that my mom has told him everything I said. I was shocked and confused at the same time. I never expected my brother to know how he affected me. But now he understands me and he gave me the most sincere apology I ever received. I didn’t say a word but deep down I knew I forgave him.
This whole experience had helped me understand that sometimes you really have to speak out and face those dark memories. I had always thought that I should just carry the old pieces of memory and continue to live my life. But the memory is still there, it becomes a weapon against our relationship. This process of me confessing my feelings had mended the relationship between my brother and I. If I had kept everything to myself, my brother would never knew how his actions deeply influenced me. Although we couldn’t change the past but we could heal ourselves and change the