Who Is The Best Decision I? Essay

1094 Words Oct 23rd, 2015 5 Pages
There is a time in your life when you come to the realization that you are not pleased with the person you are, or feel yourself turning into. To me it happened very early in my life. At the age of 15 I decided to reinvent myself. Deciding to change was something that was easier said than done,but it was the best decision I have ever made.

I have always been overweight ever since I was young. Did it affect me? Of course it did! Even as young as 10 years old, I have been self conscious about my weight. It’s absolutely shocking how cruel children can be. I have been called a handful of mean names: pig, fat, whale, and fat lard. That 's just to name a few. That 's not to mention the mean names I would call myself. Sometimes your biggest bully can be yourself. You hear all these horrible names and you begin to believe it. You would think I would be used to always being the fat girl, but I never will be. The worst thing is looking around me and seeing so many girls that have completely different bodies than me.

In the seventh grade I began digging myself into a dark pit of depression. It is not normal for a 12 year old to be so sad. Most of my time was spent alone in my room. It was also the first year I had a room all to myself since my sister moved out that year and it was just me and my parents. I was so used to being alone. I developed a bad habit of allowing myself to be left out of everything social, and that just sunk me deeper into my darkness. This evil…

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