When a loved one dies, you are emotionally unstable. Feelings of hate, anger, sadness, and disbelief are overwhelming you. The feeling that my grandmother was gone wasn’t sitting with me well. I couldn’t do nothing but cry and hold onto my mother. For the next few days that was honestly all I was doing, crying and sleeping. I couldn’t even eat, all I could remember was the smells in her kitchen and how I wouldn’t be able to smell or eat her good …show more content…
December 26, the day after Christmas. Either my grandma or I would call and sing happy birthday to each other at the top of our lungs. We would even sometimes spend the whole day together, whether it was shopping, eating ice cream, or just sitting and talking about whatever came to mind. Now those days are gone. When I was younger, I wouldn’t want to celebrate my birthday because I thought she would be mad with me or something, but now I know she would just want me to be happy and live life to the fullest in memory of her. So now when December 26 comes around I just look up to the sky and say “It’s our birthday, grandma, I love you and enjoy your