When their mother is imprisoned, however, they feel the most free. Matthew writes,“The college kids who rented the first-floor apartment had all left for the holidays, and so we felt completely free in that house in a way we never had before. There was lots of running up and down the stairs, and lots of shouting up and down, too.” (35.3) At this point in time, they had to stay with their Aunt, who didn’t treat them like slaves. She treated them like the kids they were. They finally got a taste of what freedom was for the first time in a long time. When Nikki returned however, they had to return to her with the hopes that the plan the adults had conjured up would work. Matthew writes,“The rest of the winter passed. You and Callie and I lived like hostages in enemy territory. Aunt Bobbie and Ben plotted strategy with Murdoch, and kept watch. And Murdoch was literally besieged—followed, watched, and randomly attacked.” (37.1) While they were being looked after by Nikki, there was an elaborate plan to help take them from that situation. The exploration of this theme throughout the book suggests a bit of a deeper meaning. Though it seems quite clear that Nikki was their captor, it also seems as though her character was just a physical representation of the effects abuse has on the mind. It wraps chains of harmful, degrading words around the mind, squeezes tight, and locks them together so you can’t escape without
When their mother is imprisoned, however, they feel the most free. Matthew writes,“The college kids who rented the first-floor apartment had all left for the holidays, and so we felt completely free in that house in a way we never had before. There was lots of running up and down the stairs, and lots of shouting up and down, too.” (35.3) At this point in time, they had to stay with their Aunt, who didn’t treat them like slaves. She treated them like the kids they were. They finally got a taste of what freedom was for the first time in a long time. When Nikki returned however, they had to return to her with the hopes that the plan the adults had conjured up would work. Matthew writes,“The rest of the winter passed. You and Callie and I lived like hostages in enemy territory. Aunt Bobbie and Ben plotted strategy with Murdoch, and kept watch. And Murdoch was literally besieged—followed, watched, and randomly attacked.” (37.1) While they were being looked after by Nikki, there was an elaborate plan to help take them from that situation. The exploration of this theme throughout the book suggests a bit of a deeper meaning. Though it seems quite clear that Nikki was their captor, it also seems as though her character was just a physical representation of the effects abuse has on the mind. It wraps chains of harmful, degrading words around the mind, squeezes tight, and locks them together so you can’t escape without