My Views On Life And Life Essay

872 Words Sep 29th, 2016 4 Pages
I was never like this. My views on life, or what I see when I look around me. It was never like this. I am who i am because of the trials and tribulations i believe i was meant to undergo. When i thought i was by myself, i felt as though i was suffocating with no one to pull me up from what i thought i would never recover from. when i was younger i was never religious. i was raised in a christian home, but i never acquired the true faith or beliefs that my parents had. I always felt as though i was forced to believe in something i , myself could not put into terms. I always looked for truth, meaning, and understanding. That was why I could never accept my religion, seeing as though i was meant to believe in a god I could not see, hear, or even put into words of His being. For some reason i was bothered. I wanted to know more about my faith, or I would completely dismiss it and move on. Over the years i never procured a serious relationship with God, but I longed for it. I just didn 't have faith to push myself to that goal. It wasn 't until the death of my cousin that changed my life, and as previously said, my views. My cousin, Troy, was diagnosed with lung cancer. I didn’t think too much about it until the day I visited him. He came down his steps and I saw his face. It was disfigured, due to the effects of his cancer. When I looked at him my eyes began to swell. I didn’t know what to do with myself, so I went to the bathroom, so he wouldn’t see me cry. I didn’t want to…

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