I had no idea why music did not make me feel something or why I didn’t want to listen to music as I was working or feeling stressed out. I truly did believe that the music actually did not help me improve in school. My main ideal for the school year was to focus only on school, sports, and friends. I never listened to music because when I got home I would always hang out with my friends or relax from the long day. Although my mindset was a good mindset for the year, I did not accomplish the grades I worked for. I received all “A’s” and usually a “C” or “B” here and there. I got so stressed out I would cry and become tense. In seventh grade, my mindset was shorter- just school and sports. This is when I started having seizures. I had not listened to music for so long in the seventh grade school year, when I turned on the Christmas radio (around the holidays), I had literally cried tears. I know not if the tears were tears of joy and happiness, but I did know the music sparked a type of “warmth” in me. After hearing that song, I genuinely felt more confident in school and talking to people. In eighth grade, I had friends to lean on, and I started to take pills for seizures so I no longer had them. Although I did not listen to music as much in eighth grade, I did know that it was there for me. When it was there for me, and I actually turned the music on, I would always feel happy and relaxed. I now look at my past eighth-grade year and know that I should have had music. The eighth-grade year was one of the most stressful times aside from seventh-grade year (when my parents got a divorce). This year I listen to music a lot. Any chance I get, I relax to music and love the fact that it keeps me calm. When I am stressing about a ‘1,000-word essay’, just as I am now; I listen to
I had no idea why music did not make me feel something or why I didn’t want to listen to music as I was working or feeling stressed out. I truly did believe that the music actually did not help me improve in school. My main ideal for the school year was to focus only on school, sports, and friends. I never listened to music because when I got home I would always hang out with my friends or relax from the long day. Although my mindset was a good mindset for the year, I did not accomplish the grades I worked for. I received all “A’s” and usually a “C” or “B” here and there. I got so stressed out I would cry and become tense. In seventh grade, my mindset was shorter- just school and sports. This is when I started having seizures. I had not listened to music for so long in the seventh grade school year, when I turned on the Christmas radio (around the holidays), I had literally cried tears. I know not if the tears were tears of joy and happiness, but I did know the music sparked a type of “warmth” in me. After hearing that song, I genuinely felt more confident in school and talking to people. In eighth grade, I had friends to lean on, and I started to take pills for seizures so I no longer had them. Although I did not listen to music as much in eighth grade, I did know that it was there for me. When it was there for me, and I actually turned the music on, I would always feel happy and relaxed. I now look at my past eighth-grade year and know that I should have had music. The eighth-grade year was one of the most stressful times aside from seventh-grade year (when my parents got a divorce). This year I listen to music a lot. Any chance I get, I relax to music and love the fact that it keeps me calm. When I am stressing about a ‘1,000-word essay’, just as I am now; I listen to