It is the year that college is shoved down your throat, which is hard to swallow for kids like myself who are already miserable in a high school classroom setting and do not have a general idea pertaining their future. My suicidal tendencies along with my impulse of giving up on activities that I am not immediately successful at has made envisioning my adult-life difficult. I began to picture myself as a nurse towards the end of my freshman year. I developed a mental plan where I would complete the first and second year of nursing, including other classes that correspond, for instance anatomy. I would then attend a trade school for two years, where I would become a registered nurse. Two weeks into year one of the nursing course, I knew that it was not for me , as a consequence I could not pursue my plan. The failure of that plan has left me in this bitter position of not knowing what I desire to spend the rest of my life doing, while not wanting to disappoint my
It is the year that college is shoved down your throat, which is hard to swallow for kids like myself who are already miserable in a high school classroom setting and do not have a general idea pertaining their future. My suicidal tendencies along with my impulse of giving up on activities that I am not immediately successful at has made envisioning my adult-life difficult. I began to picture myself as a nurse towards the end of my freshman year. I developed a mental plan where I would complete the first and second year of nursing, including other classes that correspond, for instance anatomy. I would then attend a trade school for two years, where I would become a registered nurse. Two weeks into year one of the nursing course, I knew that it was not for me , as a consequence I could not pursue my plan. The failure of that plan has left me in this bitter position of not knowing what I desire to spend the rest of my life doing, while not wanting to disappoint my