During her childhood Louise was “a silent, moody, child, want[ing] love more than anything else in the world and not getting it” (87). From the lack of experiencing stable and loving relationships as a child, Louise displays the quick affect the past can have through her moody and withdrawn personality growing up. Furthermore, because of the lack of intimate relationships in her childhood “a wall had been built up . . . she was living just on the edge of some warm inner circle of life that much be quite open and understandable to others” (91). The wall represents her disconnect with the real world since she lived in an isolated state since her childhood. Moreover, unlike the other girls in the short story “Terror”, the wall depicts the cause behind Louise’s inability to build strong relationships with others. Louise grew up with her own notion of love in a relationship, so when she “tried to make her husband understand the vague and intangible hunger that had led to the writing of the note [she] was still unsatisfied” (96). Louise’s past leads her to have a lack of knowledge about relationships, therefore, she is unable to find a well-balanced relationship with her husband. This further leads her to feel unsatisfied in life and this affects the way she sees her son, because “had I been a women child there is nothing in the world [she] would not have done for it” (96). Louise never finds a stable and loving relationship, which she expresses through her incapability to show her son any affection. Additionally, Louise displays a dislike that her child was born male, which reflects that she has a disregard for males as a result of the men, particularly her dad, in her past that showed no emotion towards
During her childhood Louise was “a silent, moody, child, want[ing] love more than anything else in the world and not getting it” (87). From the lack of experiencing stable and loving relationships as a child, Louise displays the quick affect the past can have through her moody and withdrawn personality growing up. Furthermore, because of the lack of intimate relationships in her childhood “a wall had been built up . . . she was living just on the edge of some warm inner circle of life that much be quite open and understandable to others” (91). The wall represents her disconnect with the real world since she lived in an isolated state since her childhood. Moreover, unlike the other girls in the short story “Terror”, the wall depicts the cause behind Louise’s inability to build strong relationships with others. Louise grew up with her own notion of love in a relationship, so when she “tried to make her husband understand the vague and intangible hunger that had led to the writing of the note [she] was still unsatisfied” (96). Louise’s past leads her to have a lack of knowledge about relationships, therefore, she is unable to find a well-balanced relationship with her husband. This further leads her to feel unsatisfied in life and this affects the way she sees her son, because “had I been a women child there is nothing in the world [she] would not have done for it” (96). Louise never finds a stable and loving relationship, which she expresses through her incapability to show her son any affection. Additionally, Louise displays a dislike that her child was born male, which reflects that she has a disregard for males as a result of the men, particularly her dad, in her past that showed no emotion towards