I am willing to put down a lot of money that you left Torah Judaism because you are mad at the institutions that are associated with it. You dont hate Shabbat or Kashrut, you dont hate Teffilin and Tzitzit, you are mad as hell at the "frum culture" that is rotten from the inside out.
You hate the "chumra of the month club"; you hate the unneccesary barriers between men and women (outside of Tefilah); you hate the Shiduch system and its abhorent demands; you hate that growing up you were not allowed to do anything fun; and that stupid black hate made you swelter in the summer and if you did not wear the right brim you were bound to ruin your sisters chiduch.
You hated how people