The experience. The person. The task, small or large. Being present for life; not attempting to escape into this idealistic imagery of some destination: Perfect family. Perfect job. Perfect relationship. Instead of trusting that what I am doing now is perfect for all I want and need. When it is no longer, I wll proceed forward. Trusting ill be ok with any outcome and detaching myself from any expectations. Sometimes life looks better from a different perspective. Sometimes it is time to flip your perspective to see things from a different angle. Life is all you make of it. The relationships you have are there for a reason. I cherish them; I see the strange in life, stuff that people think about when nudged a little. I see the strange coincidences between life. I recognize when I see the strange blanks stares. To change the subject, I was fired for a boss yelling at me. In turn, she said, I was the person yelling. I worked in a call center for nine years and every evaluation I received was great feedback and reports I had a horrible, passive-aggressive relationship with the manager and it led to me getting fired. I feel so guilty for losing my job in this economy when others are getting "laid-off" I go and get fired. howver, I could not even have the co-workers who saw the interaction talk on my behalf because of privacy concerns is what my boss told me. I wanted to waive that right of privacy. Nonetheless, I had to find another job. I tried looking for a job that paid at least $14 an hour, but I was not looking to work at a call center job again. For six months, I received a lot of rejections or no response at all from the companies I sent my résumé in. I decided that my savings was getting lower every month, so I had to lower my standard to $12 an hour. I still could not find work. My cousins offered for me to stay with them for a year or two to go to school in Henderson, NV. I was so tempted, but it was out-of-state for me. I decided to volunteer because I thought it was a wonderful way to use my life and time. It was the hope of meeting new people and learning new things. I volunteered at a school for the Physical Education and Special Education classes. During the time in Nevada, I was running a lot with the children at recess. I built up endurance to be able to do my second half marathon. I had a lot of the children racing me during the class times. Furthermore, I helped the special needs children with their learning. I was loving it, but I was not getting paid. Moreover, I was looking for work in Henderson and Spokane. Mostly, I was looking in Henderson, NV. I still was not finding work. I told my mother about my running a half
The experience. The person. The task, small or large. Being present for life; not attempting to escape into this idealistic imagery of some destination: Perfect family. Perfect job. Perfect relationship. Instead of trusting that what I am doing now is perfect for all I want and need. When it is no longer, I wll proceed forward. Trusting ill be ok with any outcome and detaching myself from any expectations. Sometimes life looks better from a different perspective. Sometimes it is time to flip your perspective to see things from a different angle. Life is all you make of it. The relationships you have are there for a reason. I cherish them; I see the strange in life, stuff that people think about when nudged a little. I see the strange coincidences between life. I recognize when I see the strange blanks stares. To change the subject, I was fired for a boss yelling at me. In turn, she said, I was the person yelling. I worked in a call center for nine years and every evaluation I received was great feedback and reports I had a horrible, passive-aggressive relationship with the manager and it led to me getting fired. I feel so guilty for losing my job in this economy when others are getting "laid-off" I go and get fired. howver, I could not even have the co-workers who saw the interaction talk on my behalf because of privacy concerns is what my boss told me. I wanted to waive that right of privacy. Nonetheless, I had to find another job. I tried looking for a job that paid at least $14 an hour, but I was not looking to work at a call center job again. For six months, I received a lot of rejections or no response at all from the companies I sent my résumé in. I decided that my savings was getting lower every month, so I had to lower my standard to $12 an hour. I still could not find work. My cousins offered for me to stay with them for a year or two to go to school in Henderson, NV. I was so tempted, but it was out-of-state for me. I decided to volunteer because I thought it was a wonderful way to use my life and time. It was the hope of meeting new people and learning new things. I volunteered at a school for the Physical Education and Special Education classes. During the time in Nevada, I was running a lot with the children at recess. I built up endurance to be able to do my second half marathon. I had a lot of the children racing me during the class times. Furthermore, I helped the special needs children with their learning. I was loving it, but I was not getting paid. Moreover, I was looking for work in Henderson and Spokane. Mostly, I was looking in Henderson, NV. I still was not finding work. I told my mother about my running a half