Everything he experienced with Adrian won him over, however, he did not know if it was acceptable or not. Even though he feel in love with Adrian, Alex also loved someone else. Nugent states that “Beauty could make him believe in Buddha... or imps... and no one else could do that..that is no one but Melva...but he was in love with Melva” (82). One can see that Alex wants to show traditional heterosexual traits as well as homosexual traits also. This conflict shaped Alex’s life because he was confused on being accepted by the people in his community or going against what people may think of him and the life he chooses to live. Part of him wanted to break free and follow his heart but on the other hand, he refused to get judged by people. Some may say that he should do what it best for him and not focus on the negative opinions of people. However, people may shame him for being an African American who has bisexual tendencies and not wanting to follow the norms of
Everything he experienced with Adrian won him over, however, he did not know if it was acceptable or not. Even though he feel in love with Adrian, Alex also loved someone else. Nugent states that “Beauty could make him believe in Buddha... or imps... and no one else could do that..that is no one but Melva...but he was in love with Melva” (82). One can see that Alex wants to show traditional heterosexual traits as well as homosexual traits also. This conflict shaped Alex’s life because he was confused on being accepted by the people in his community or going against what people may think of him and the life he chooses to live. Part of him wanted to break free and follow his heart but on the other hand, he refused to get judged by people. Some may say that he should do what it best for him and not focus on the negative opinions of people. However, people may shame him for being an African American who has bisexual tendencies and not wanting to follow the norms of