I’m going to start off by saying that I wasn’t a very logical kid in high school. I tried so hard to be someone I wasn’t. You defiantly can’t change the past, or even predict the future. But, you can control what you have right now.
My grades in school started to get very bad. Because I wanted that I don’t care about school vibe to come off. I eventually failed every single one of my classes freshmen year of high school. The worst part was that I was a completely different person to my parents and family. We all went to church and I was there perfect little girl. They couldn’t understand why I was failing all my classes. I was really just trying to fit in somewhere. I read somewhere that you have to find yourself and who you really were. …show more content…
Believe in myself? Me? The not so confident freshmen that falling all of her classes and follows the norm of others? But you know what, I thought he actually right why should …show more content…
Look where this man is and has been. He talked about traveling the world with his instrument and how he keeps coming back home.
The rest of my day I couldn’t keep his words out of my head. " believe in yourself" and "believe in that bigger picture of life" those word ill never forget.
Sophomore year eventually came around and I was still hanging out with the same people but I was slowly learning how t grown and become my own self. Throughout high school I learned to just not try so hard and focus on what’s really important.
I was always so worried about making new friend and finding a boyfriend and having a cool life. But in reality none of that happens in high school all of the cool kids were actually depressed too weren’t they? Weren’t we all just depressed unhappy teenagers? I hate how my parents always said that high school is supposed to be the happiest time of my life. Right where I am now seems way better than were I was mentally in high school. I have a job that helped me find my boyfriend who is amazing. We all need to stop looking and start living. Stop worrying about others it really doses change our
My grades in school started to get very bad. Because I wanted that I don’t care about school vibe to come off. I eventually failed every single one of my classes freshmen year of high school. The worst part was that I was a completely different person to my parents and family. We all went to church and I was there perfect little girl. They couldn’t understand why I was failing all my classes. I was really just trying to fit in somewhere. I read somewhere that you have to find yourself and who you really were. …show more content…
Believe in myself? Me? The not so confident freshmen that falling all of her classes and follows the norm of others? But you know what, I thought he actually right why should …show more content…
Look where this man is and has been. He talked about traveling the world with his instrument and how he keeps coming back home.
The rest of my day I couldn’t keep his words out of my head. " believe in yourself" and "believe in that bigger picture of life" those word ill never forget.
Sophomore year eventually came around and I was still hanging out with the same people but I was slowly learning how t grown and become my own self. Throughout high school I learned to just not try so hard and focus on what’s really important.
I was always so worried about making new friend and finding a boyfriend and having a cool life. But in reality none of that happens in high school all of the cool kids were actually depressed too weren’t they? Weren’t we all just depressed unhappy teenagers? I hate how my parents always said that high school is supposed to be the happiest time of my life. Right where I am now seems way better than were I was mentally in high school. I have a job that helped me find my boyfriend who is amazing. We all need to stop looking and start living. Stop worrying about others it really doses change our