I couldn 't go to the shell that once held my lively and spirited Grandpa, something I now regret. The funeral home people had finally come as the sky drifted into inky black darkness, The moon and the stars not making an appearance seeming to grieve my Grandpa’s passing just as much as we were. I sat outside by myself, finally I let the tears run down my cheeks, Finally letting the pain take over and asking God why He would take another person I love. I went home that night, not able to take being in that house any longer. I was so tired from not sleeping in days worried that one night while I was asleep would be his last night. My eyes heavy from crying, my face swollen, I climbed into my momma’s silver Dodge Caravan waiting to make the long drive back to Smackover. When we finally reached home it was midnight and I was numb, I couldn 't think and all I did was stare at the walls. To lose someone is like a shock to the system, You shut down completely. We had school in two days and I somehow pulled myself together and put a big fake smile on my
I couldn 't go to the shell that once held my lively and spirited Grandpa, something I now regret. The funeral home people had finally come as the sky drifted into inky black darkness, The moon and the stars not making an appearance seeming to grieve my Grandpa’s passing just as much as we were. I sat outside by myself, finally I let the tears run down my cheeks, Finally letting the pain take over and asking God why He would take another person I love. I went home that night, not able to take being in that house any longer. I was so tired from not sleeping in days worried that one night while I was asleep would be his last night. My eyes heavy from crying, my face swollen, I climbed into my momma’s silver Dodge Caravan waiting to make the long drive back to Smackover. When we finally reached home it was midnight and I was numb, I couldn 't think and all I did was stare at the walls. To lose someone is like a shock to the system, You shut down completely. We had school in two days and I somehow pulled myself together and put a big fake smile on my