Kivali, the main character, struggles to understand her sexual identity and often finds herself stuck in the gray area. This novel beautifully takes the issues of sexual identity and generates a language that makes the reader more comfortable and aware of the power behind words. Instead of using the words gay or transgender, Schmatz replaced those words with samer and bender. This language allows a fourteen or fifteen year-old to explore a topic that may be relatively new to them without making them uncomfortable or afraid to speak up in class. The level of sophistication creates a dialogue between the text and the reader while shedding light on a topic that can be painful for some (Schmatz 282).
More often than not, Young Adult novels embrace the uncertainty of life and reiterate the fact that humans are all united in our struggle to define the gray areas of our lives. Canonical literature often dismisses the uncertainty but, authors of Young Adult Literature boldly make the universal transitions in life the main focus of the novel (Dinnison). Reading about certain universal transitions, like childhood to adulthood, can become transformational in the life of the