The next few days were kind of a whirl wind of planning, sorting through everything, and plenty of family time which helped keep me distracted from my immense loss. However, the viewing and the funeral were some of the most difficult things that I 've ever had to deal with. Being there at the funeral, with my grieving family, I really had to face the earth-shattering change in my life, and it was painful. A few days after the funeral, my Mom, who had came down from north Florida, took me aside to talk to me. She told me that she wanted to actually take care of me, and act like the mom I hadn 't really had so far, but my Granma had begged her not to do that. My Granma wanted me to live with my great grandmother. I had no idea then, but that was the absolute best decision she could have made for me. My Mom has never had a stable life and wouldn 't be able to give me one. My Granma really did know what I needed in my life, and she made sure I would get it, even after she was
The next few days were kind of a whirl wind of planning, sorting through everything, and plenty of family time which helped keep me distracted from my immense loss. However, the viewing and the funeral were some of the most difficult things that I 've ever had to deal with. Being there at the funeral, with my grieving family, I really had to face the earth-shattering change in my life, and it was painful. A few days after the funeral, my Mom, who had came down from north Florida, took me aside to talk to me. She told me that she wanted to actually take care of me, and act like the mom I hadn 't really had so far, but my Granma had begged her not to do that. My Granma wanted me to live with my great grandmother. I had no idea then, but that was the absolute best decision she could have made for me. My Mom has never had a stable life and wouldn 't be able to give me one. My Granma really did know what I needed in my life, and she made sure I would get it, even after she was