When I was in 3rd and 4th grade, I always liked some guy. I never did have anyone not to like, but then I got older, and I realized that liking every guy that I met didn’t get me anywhere at all. I remember I liked some kid, Bobby, for a while and then one day he called me a fat ass. After that day, it just made me realize that the more guys that I tend to like or have a crush on, is just going to cause more hurt in my life.
The first day of 6th grade, I was just sitting and mingling with my friends and catching up with them since I haven’t talked to them for a whole summer! Anyways, after that, it got quite all of a sudden but then I looked up, and saw the most handsome boy that I’ve ever seen before. Knowing me,
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He smiled and actually started blushing! The rest of that day he didn’t say a single word to me. But after school I was talking to one of his friends and that subject just came up and he said that Lakota told him that I missed his mouth. I was surprised that he actually wanted me to kiss him on the mouth rather than on the cheek. I can admit that after I was obsessed with Lakota, but in 7th grade I decided that it would be best for both of us if we kept our distance. I didn’t talk to him that much, but I still had really strong feelings for him, but not an obsession. During 7th grade since I wasn’t paying much attention to Lakota, I had a different crush. His name is Shaunt. I didn’t grow an obsession for him, but I really liked him. Shaunt and my brother have known each other since they were five-years-old. And I’ve known him since I was, I think seven-years-old. I have liked since the first day we met each other and I still do. But I don’t see him anymore. I still don’t know why but it doesn’t matter to me anymore. Back to Lakota, in 8th grade it all changed, we were closer than ever. I talked to him more and since there were only 9 of us graduates, we all decided to do stuff together. Since I didn’t see Shaunt anymore I put all of my focus back on Lakota and I gained really strong feelings for him again but still not an obsession type. And since it was my 3rd year of