Although “protesting…[was not] covered in any of [Wallis’] etiquette books” (Cole 237), she realizes that even just the idea of attending the protest meeting “filled her with a sense of excitement and purpose” (Cole 238) that she had never once felt. Wallis “always wanted to say yes when [her friend] invited her” (Cole 237) to attend, but Wallis’ father was not involved in the Civil Rights movement and demanded that Wallis not partake in any such activity. Through her first act of rebellion, attending a protest meeting, she discovers her sexuality when she lays eyes on Ivan Friedman, a Caucasian Jewish man. Wallis internalizes the idea that “her…desires [are] abnormal” (Francis 172), a mindset that prorogates the detrimental belief that she, as an African American woman, cannot dictate her own desires–both societal and sexual. An abider of the understood cultural laws regarding African American sexual desire, Wallis’ reaction to her first arousal from Friedman, a Caucasian Jewish man was experiencing “another type of
Although “protesting…[was not] covered in any of [Wallis’] etiquette books” (Cole 237), she realizes that even just the idea of attending the protest meeting “filled her with a sense of excitement and purpose” (Cole 238) that she had never once felt. Wallis “always wanted to say yes when [her friend] invited her” (Cole 237) to attend, but Wallis’ father was not involved in the Civil Rights movement and demanded that Wallis not partake in any such activity. Through her first act of rebellion, attending a protest meeting, she discovers her sexuality when she lays eyes on Ivan Friedman, a Caucasian Jewish man. Wallis internalizes the idea that “her…desires [are] abnormal” (Francis 172), a mindset that prorogates the detrimental belief that she, as an African American woman, cannot dictate her own desires–both societal and sexual. An abider of the understood cultural laws regarding African American sexual desire, Wallis’ reaction to her first arousal from Friedman, a Caucasian Jewish man was experiencing “another type of