This awareness enabled Vivaldo to start questioning himself and all the secrets he was keeping inside. In comparing the actions of Vivaldo to Rufus, Rufus did not question his thoughts and feelings; he repressed them and became violent. Vivaldo, knowing that he had issues with his sexual identity,chose to be in a relationship with an available woman, Ida, for the first time and prayed: “Oh, God, make her love me, oh God, let me love” and in the same sentence said, “I’ve got to finish that damn novel” (142). At this point, Vivaldo is looking for anything that would make his life complete. He has gone through a lot with the death of a friend, so he is trying to find anything to make his life worth living. Whether that is receiving the love of Ida, or completing his long awaited
This awareness enabled Vivaldo to start questioning himself and all the secrets he was keeping inside. In comparing the actions of Vivaldo to Rufus, Rufus did not question his thoughts and feelings; he repressed them and became violent. Vivaldo, knowing that he had issues with his sexual identity,chose to be in a relationship with an available woman, Ida, for the first time and prayed: “Oh, God, make her love me, oh God, let me love” and in the same sentence said, “I’ve got to finish that damn novel” (142). At this point, Vivaldo is looking for anything that would make his life complete. He has gone through a lot with the death of a friend, so he is trying to find anything to make his life worth living. Whether that is receiving the love of Ida, or completing his long awaited