Crabbe’s grudge towards his home life proves that Crabbe has yet to gain any type of satisfaction in from it. He needs the constant challenges of the wilderness to give him the aforementioned satisfaction. Later on, when Crabbe describes a peaceful afternoon with Mary, he states that his new “life meant a lot of hard work, but if things are important you get a feeling of satisfaction when you do them well” (95). Crabbe’s description illustrates that his days are filled with tasks, but he feels good about himself when he completed them. This is the feeling which is missing from Crabbe’s home life, but has been found in his life in the bush with Mary. The newfound satisfaction is proof of how nature has changed Crabbe. Finally, on Crabbe’s journey for fulfillment, he uses what he has learned in the wilderness, to keep him feeling satisfied in his return to civilization. Upon his arrival Crabbe gets a job because “the inactivity was starting to get to [him]” (190). This action shows that Crabbe is a changed man, because he simply cannot fall back in to old patterns of inactivity. He loves the feeling of accomplishing something during his days, and he acquired this trait from his experiences in nature. It is a common belief that if one is not working hard, they are not reaching their fullest potential. If one feels they are not reaching their potential, this person will certainly not be proud of what they are accomplishing. This belief is true to Crabbe’s story. He wallowed with Silent Sam but was never satisfied with his life. His adventure shows him how he can find this satisfaction, and it is through daily endeavors of strength, whether it mental or physical. Once Crabbe learned this, he was eager to amalgamate it to his life, permanently. His eagerness to find employment upon his return is proof that he takes pride in a full day’s
Crabbe’s grudge towards his home life proves that Crabbe has yet to gain any type of satisfaction in from it. He needs the constant challenges of the wilderness to give him the aforementioned satisfaction. Later on, when Crabbe describes a peaceful afternoon with Mary, he states that his new “life meant a lot of hard work, but if things are important you get a feeling of satisfaction when you do them well” (95). Crabbe’s description illustrates that his days are filled with tasks, but he feels good about himself when he completed them. This is the feeling which is missing from Crabbe’s home life, but has been found in his life in the bush with Mary. The newfound satisfaction is proof of how nature has changed Crabbe. Finally, on Crabbe’s journey for fulfillment, he uses what he has learned in the wilderness, to keep him feeling satisfied in his return to civilization. Upon his arrival Crabbe gets a job because “the inactivity was starting to get to [him]” (190). This action shows that Crabbe is a changed man, because he simply cannot fall back in to old patterns of inactivity. He loves the feeling of accomplishing something during his days, and he acquired this trait from his experiences in nature. It is a common belief that if one is not working hard, they are not reaching their fullest potential. If one feels they are not reaching their potential, this person will certainly not be proud of what they are accomplishing. This belief is true to Crabbe’s story. He wallowed with Silent Sam but was never satisfied with his life. His adventure shows him how he can find this satisfaction, and it is through daily endeavors of strength, whether it mental or physical. Once Crabbe learned this, he was eager to amalgamate it to his life, permanently. His eagerness to find employment upon his return is proof that he takes pride in a full day’s