He confronted his feelings and his issues by returning to Devon initially. “Looking back across 15 years I could see with a great clarity the fear I lived in” (Knowles 1). Gene returns to Devon hoping to find peace in what happened fifteen years before when he actually attended Devon. He wanted to see two specific things that meant a lot to him and were two important symbols in the novel. The two items begin to bring Gene’s old feelings to surface, explains to us why he acts the way he does towards Finny, and enlightens us on how he feels about war. Gene realizes that his war was already over because he already killed his enemy. Alton states “In the end, Gene realizes that his real enemy is himself and his impulse towards mindless destruction—and believes he overcame his enemy only after causing Phineas’ death”. Once Finny died, Gene noticed he felt more peaceful, but he also couldn’t help but to feel like a part of himself had died as well. Indicating he was also a part of being his own enemy. After that, all of his war issues were gone. His inner peace was only achieved after winning his own personal war within
He confronted his feelings and his issues by returning to Devon initially. “Looking back across 15 years I could see with a great clarity the fear I lived in” (Knowles 1). Gene returns to Devon hoping to find peace in what happened fifteen years before when he actually attended Devon. He wanted to see two specific things that meant a lot to him and were two important symbols in the novel. The two items begin to bring Gene’s old feelings to surface, explains to us why he acts the way he does towards Finny, and enlightens us on how he feels about war. Gene realizes that his war was already over because he already killed his enemy. Alton states “In the end, Gene realizes that his real enemy is himself and his impulse towards mindless destruction—and believes he overcame his enemy only after causing Phineas’ death”. Once Finny died, Gene noticed he felt more peaceful, but he also couldn’t help but to feel like a part of himself had died as well. Indicating he was also a part of being his own enemy. After that, all of his war issues were gone. His inner peace was only achieved after winning his own personal war within