In New York Holden thinks about killing himself multiple times, but finds a reason no to go through with it, “ I felt like jumping out the window. I probably would’ve done it, too, if I’d been sure somebody’d cover me up as soon as I landed. I didn’t want a bunch of stupid rubbernecks looking at me when I’m all gory” (117). After Holden was beat up by Maurice, he tried to go to bed but wasn’t able too. He just felt so bad he wanted to die. The reason he was so afraid to jump out the window might be believed due to an acutance he once had in school. He never knew much about the guy but witnessed him jumping out of a window committing suicide. The only person to do anything about it was Holden’s teacher, who took his jacket off laid it over the body and took him to the nurse. This proves Holden is more afraid of how people will see him rather than death its
In New York Holden thinks about killing himself multiple times, but finds a reason no to go through with it, “ I felt like jumping out the window. I probably would’ve done it, too, if I’d been sure somebody’d cover me up as soon as I landed. I didn’t want a bunch of stupid rubbernecks looking at me when I’m all gory” (117). After Holden was beat up by Maurice, he tried to go to bed but wasn’t able too. He just felt so bad he wanted to die. The reason he was so afraid to jump out the window might be believed due to an acutance he once had in school. He never knew much about the guy but witnessed him jumping out of a window committing suicide. The only person to do anything about it was Holden’s teacher, who took his jacket off laid it over the body and took him to the nurse. This proves Holden is more afraid of how people will see him rather than death its