I struggled to choose a cultural identity. In society, I was viewed upon as an African American, which is an oppressed minority group, but within this cultural group, I could not fully relate because I grew up within Jamaican family with different values. The socialization, dialects, and foods were different from one another. Once again, I felt that I had to choose a social identity, between groups that viewed each other as an in-group or out group. I wanted to be accepted by both groups. According to the Hutchinson (2015), culture greatly influences the perception of one self. I wanted one cultural group that I fully have a sense of belonging in and a great esteem of ethnic pride. To this day, I struggle with fully taking on either identities, but I am beginning to realize that I do not have to choose one, but that I can take on
I struggled to choose a cultural identity. In society, I was viewed upon as an African American, which is an oppressed minority group, but within this cultural group, I could not fully relate because I grew up within Jamaican family with different values. The socialization, dialects, and foods were different from one another. Once again, I felt that I had to choose a social identity, between groups that viewed each other as an in-group or out group. I wanted to be accepted by both groups. According to the Hutchinson (2015), culture greatly influences the perception of one self. I wanted one cultural group that I fully have a sense of belonging in and a great esteem of ethnic pride. To this day, I struggle with fully taking on either identities, but I am beginning to realize that I do not have to choose one, but that I can take on