He is passing out because he loses everything he had done. The reason why he wants to "swim to home" because he wants to get more relaxing by swimming pool to pool. These neighborhoods may think he is crazy, but that is the way to extenuate himself from so many stress he had. In fact, depression is not only a state of being sad. It is a disease that conquers the ability to feel emotion, whether good or bad, whatsoever. As in the story, sometime Neddy losing his mind to do awful things, it just because he can't control his mind. He wants to do everything he wants, and never give up. Everyone is alienated from him because of his character, and his action in every situation. He sucks a good man, but what he does makes people misunderstand that he is not normal. In consequence, Neddy action makes people confuse and misunderstand about his normal life, and they also think that Neddy is a crazy
He is passing out because he loses everything he had done. The reason why he wants to "swim to home" because he wants to get more relaxing by swimming pool to pool. These neighborhoods may think he is crazy, but that is the way to extenuate himself from so many stress he had. In fact, depression is not only a state of being sad. It is a disease that conquers the ability to feel emotion, whether good or bad, whatsoever. As in the story, sometime Neddy losing his mind to do awful things, it just because he can't control his mind. He wants to do everything he wants, and never give up. Everyone is alienated from him because of his character, and his action in every situation. He sucks a good man, but what he does makes people misunderstand that he is not normal. In consequence, Neddy action makes people confuse and misunderstand about his normal life, and they also think that Neddy is a crazy