She just moved in and I figured that she needed a friend in this new place. I hardly even knew how to make friends back then. This fact showed itself when she told me that she wanted me to back up a bit. She came from a place that considered friendships looser than the ideas we believe in here. They acquired many different friends that hung out occasionally. I tried to make a friend using the idea from around here that clumps of friends hung out together all of the time. These predicaments led to me seeking new friends.
That moment of embracing an old friend changed my view on a lot of things. Especially as I look back on it. Friends always show themselves as a big part of my life. This reinforced it. However certain times in my life, I thought my life progresses fine without friends. Pondering on it now my life resembled a bathtub without water: blank, boring, and truthfully mostly